Saturday, June 9, 2012

bila ia berkaitan dengan ais-krim,ia bermakna!


speechless... :') thank dun for the arrangement dinner. ini masa geng untuk melepak dan cakap pasal life..dan kalian tahu betapa pelanginya hidup aku bersama kalian di sini...

istimewa :)



redha,amin dan arina :)
sahabat selamanya..insyaAllah..:))

Friday, June 8, 2012

today

today,i blew a dandelion again.this time,im not alone..amina was there,we blew it together.:)) best..terbang la jauh2..syuuu~~ syuuuuu~~syuuuuuuu~~ *bunyi angin*




bunga rumput tu cantik..amina ajar aku buat cincin..cantikkk..

so sweet...:)) tak sabar aku nak buat cmni kat bakal suami aku,,muahaha~

alhamdulillah..urusan kat imigresen dah selesai..pasni boleh la pergi luar negara,aku nak balik kmpung..wuu...nak jumpa nenek aku..atok aku...pak sedare mak sedare aku..anak n cucu aku...adit and kayla.. T.T rindunyerrr..ah xpe,nak dekat daa..skrg aku kne sabar je..n jaga diri bebaik..tiket dah beli da pon nak balik kmpung tu....heee! alhamdulillah! :)

aku ngan amina sempat menapak ke padang kota.minom cendol ngan coconut milkshake.. fuh..heaven! Subhanallah sedap! :D

dan sempat gak..(selalu je sempat) amik gambo..










bangunan heritage mmg cantik..nnti kalo aku ada kamera yg bgus,aku akan tgkap bykk gambar lagi..stakat ni cukup la henpon pmberian mak ayah tercayang..:))

masa utk berehat..esok pagi2 kene p skul..:))

Thursday, June 7, 2012

sweet sincere

She told me she was Not
Interested in Singers or Rappers
I said 'That's good
cause I'm really neither,
i'm actually more like,
a teacher or a preacher hitting Guitar strings,
plus my Rapping's not so good,
and my singing, is kinda lacking'
she laughed and,
told me that I must be mad,
I said 'you might be right,
i just might be that,
or i, might be half
looking for my other half,
and who knows what the future holds,
you just might be that'
she laughed again,
i said 'look, i'm just trying to ask,
that you, give me a chance
before your judgement passes'
She blushed and grabbed her bag,
pulled out a pen and a pad,
wrote down a number quick,
and said 'Here, call my dad'
hehe, yeah
And since then days have gone and past, and,
still I remember as if yesterday it happened,
and I've been, keeping my promise to you since back then,
to never make you sad and keep that smile everlasting,
understanding, love and compassion,
all these things that I've promised now I'm backing with action,
and thats been, my plan,
to be the man of your dreams, everything you imagine,
and more than that, and more than that,
I'll be your strength and your balance,
more than that, and more than that
I'll be your legs when you stand,
and more than that, and more than that,
anything that you ask,
and more than that,
I'll be you're cover,
I'll be you're cover,
I'll be you're Cover
come on

Through the Rain and Snow
The storms that other people blow
I will be your Shelter
I will be your Cover
And when you're Feeling Cold
Come in to me, I'll hold you close
I will be your clothes
I will be your Cover
I will be your Cover
I will Cover You
I will Cover You

On the little screen I see little hands and little feet
and I can't help but think will you look like me
a daughter or a son... I feel as though my life's begun
And I already love you like I love your mom
And as you grow you'll wonder where the time will go it'll just pass you
Life will make you fall but I'll always be there to catch you
Love you more than life and yet I haven't even met you
See... Never knew of the man I wanted to be
till the first time I heard your little heart beat
I'll protect you and maybe you can help make a better me... yeahhhh


Through the Rain and Snow
The storms that other people blow
I will be your Shelter
I will be your Cover
And when you're Feeling Cold
Come in to me, I'll hold you close
I will be your clothes
I will be your Cover
I will be your Cover
I will Cover You
I will Cover You

I wanna be a song that you never wanna stop
when you're singing at the top
of your lungs and you're not
even listening
To how funny you sound
I wanna be around
when your life is getting hard
and you feel that you cannot keep it up
just play me back and
Smile again

Venus-sebuah pertemuan

pagi ni dalam jam 8..aku dah menapak ke muzium,aku p sorang..ohh..tadi sangat sejuk..sebab subuh tu hujan....dengan fikiran yg aku pun tak pasti ape aku fikir..aku tak pasti ape yg akan aku lihat..aku tak pasti ape aku akan dapat hujung perjalanan aku ke muzium hari ni..venus? blank japptapi ape yg dalam otak aku secara reflek bile dgr nama venus,..aku teringat painting 'birth of venus' oleh botticelli.dan ayat 'woman from venus,man from mars' yg tak silap aku ade dlm citer jepun yg aku tgok sebelum ni..ke aku salah..ntah...yg aku tau..nikmati view sekeliling aku..jalan slow2..teruskan langkah dan sampai ke destinasi.. muzium galeri tuanku fauziah yang kusayangi.. :))



cuaca masa tu tak la gelap sgt..tapi mmg cun..aku sempat nyanyi-nyanyi kecil sambil jalan..org pun takde yg jalan ngan aku..byk kereta je yg lalu..mgkin org luar yg nak pi muzium,bukan student mcm aku..dari jauh aku da nampak ramai gile kat muzium..aku masuk muzium..penuh. tak pernah aku tgok muzium sepenuh itu...mgkin sbb event yg tgh berlangsung..selepas bertanya kat pegawai muzium..team astrologis kat area guesthouse.so aku turun p guesthouse..dan tgok org ramai gilee..aku tgok ade beberapa teleskop pelbagai rupa kat barisan hadapan padang tu..yg lain beratur nak tgok..tapi yg jelas aku tgok..matahari tak jelas sgt..ditutup awan..aku just jalan dan tgok..

dari jauh aku tgok mcm2 ragam org..part yg aku sgt terkesan hari ni pada aku..masa aku duduk kat tembok depan umah guesthouse..tetibe sorang pakcik ngan anak dia..anak perempuan..dari muka budak tu..aku tau budak tu down syndrome..ayah dia pegang je tgn anak dia..dan tunjuk arah matahari..mybe ayah dia tgh citer kat anakdia..yg hari ni matahari ade taik lalat..venus la tu..tapi bagi budak down syndrome..aku taktau la dia leh faham ke dak kalo ayah dia terangkan pasal planet venus yg akan melintas kat depan matahari..ayah budak tu senyum je sampai cerita kat anak dia tu...sambil tunjuk arah langit..dan budak tu nampak happy..ada masa bila budak tu terpandang aku...dia senyum..haih...senyum dia mmg maniss...sampai sepet mata dia senyum kat aku...aku balas senyum dia balik..tapi mcm tak comel je..ah..ape aku kesah.haha...budak tu..aku akan ingat kat ko budak...:)) aku segan nak amik gamabr budak tu..takut kang ayah dia ingt lain lak..ohh..kalau la semua laki sifat penyayang cmtu,..:)) indahnya dunia ni..

habis kisah pasal budak down syndrome..aku pi beli spek 3D plak..haha.bukan3..safety spek utk tgok matahari..rm6..fuhh..nasib la sekali ni je sempat nengok tu..tahun 2117 blom tentu aku ada lagi..spek ni pas kat cucu cicit la tolong wakilkan nenek tgok venus melintas lagi kat depan matahari..haha..tu pun kalo ade kesempatan aku kawin,n anak aku plak beranak. 105 tahun lagi..2 generasi aku..kot. entahh. haha~ apepun aku dapat da tgok venus tu secara live..dgn mata kasar..dengan teleskop..aku da tgok..:))

tu matahari..dan dot sebelah kiri tu adalah venus..:)

transit ni sampai jam 1..tapi cuaca tak barape bagus..jam 11 hujan turun...dan lepas tu..tak dapat tgok dah..apapun aku dah tgok,aku dah rasa,aku dah nikmati...alhamdulillah..

venus dan matahari!!kita bertemu hari ni dan berpisah juga hari ni..mgkin kesempatan utk kita bertiga jumpa bersama lagi lepas ni agak tipis..tapi bila matahari jumpa venus lagi nanti..ingat-ingatlah aku tau!! :D

aku senyum..dan air mata aku menitis kegembiraan...

alhamdulillah..thanks Allah beri aku kesempatan utk tgok keagungan Kau kat atas tu..smoga aku sentiasa dalam golongan org yg bersyukur..aminn. dan terima kasih jugak kerana pertemukan aku dgn seseorang yang juga cintakan Bulan ciptaan Kau..Radin Hakim.dan kami dah jadi kawan kerana Keagungan Kau..:)) 



"A'ah..i've blow a dandelion today..:)"


terbang...terbang....dan mulakan yang baru.

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

hujan

jam 4.44pm..dan skrg ni katluar sana hujan,hujan yg heavy,lampu bilik aku gelap,cuma hidupkan lampu meja aku je,roomate takde..aku sorang je,dalam bilik yg serba 'kosong'..hinggakan aku keliru,adakah tongkang pecah mcm bilik aku,atau bilik aku yang mcm.....erm.

hujan2 cmni aku teringat adik aku-aisyah.dia akan peluk aku kuat2 kalau ade bunyi kilat.

hujan..hujan...hujan...still xnampak tanda utk bhenti lagi.baguslah..aku suka keadaan mcm ni..bunyi hujan tu best.:) aku still menunggu air menggelegak.hujan bermakna masa utk aku mengopi dan duduk di balkoni yg basah..kalau2 selepas hujan,ada pelangi yang menunggu aku diatas sana,siapa tahu..

ada masa jugak aku beromantiss dgn diri sendiri..<3 mestilah! "kerana diriku begitu berharga". i love myself,and to be loved by myself,i used to love others,then i feel content,i'm satisfied. biarlah english aku karam,yg penting aku faham..haha

masa utk mengopi...


Dinner Kakusma---->mlm tu jugak balik kmpung

dengan mida..she's cute in pink..kan?